It’s always an entertaining dance of social blunders.It’s an attractive situation to be in, and we were both thriving off the tension building. It would have been different if he had seen just what contortionist tricks my body is capable of from the word go, but when we met my injections were in full swing and so he had never borne witness to my reality.This momentary new attitude isn’t the person I am, and is one I refuse to allow to become part of me.My stumbled over “I’ll think about it”, is not something I’ll do again.After receiving several messages across various social media platforms regarding the pictures I’ve been posting, I figured it was time I addressed them.
I’d been seeing a guy, let’s call him John Smith, for a couple of weeks.
Whether I’m twitching and hitting him, panicking about new symptoms, or worrying about hitting my preorder requirements he’s supportive and helps to keep me grounded and calm.
He has an ability to make me giggle no matter my pain levels, and understands that I would always much rather laugh at my conditions than make a big deal out of it. However, our first date did start off in Costa Coffee.
If I want to do something, then great off I go, if I’d rather not then fine, that is also great.
Saying either yes or no is okay, but I shall not be this indecisive person any longer.